i must be crazy for putting up with all this...
going nuts......how much i wish everything is just a dream...
i really got no self respect......
F*** ...
為了你我傷害了自己
為了你我傷害了朋友
我不斷的付出最後得到了甚麼
無私無止的愛。。。我真的有嗎。。。我真的可以嗎。。。我玩得起嗎。。。真的可以忘記嗎。。。 真的改得了嗎。。。真的可以從新開始嗎。。。



>>瘋子--- 許哲珮

刷牙我想哭 洗臉我想哭 走路我想哭 靜止我想哭
出太陽我想哭 起風我想哭 聽歌我想哭 看喜劇我想哭

我控制不住自己 負擔太重的情緒
我拒絕 面對結局 沉重的問題 我不想聽

你給的很多規矩 說了很久的道理 卻麻木了我的心
再壓抑 再壓抑 我快不行
天搖地動 昏天暗地

有眼淚沒眼淚 你覺得我瘋了
我瞬間耳鳴 聽不見你們說的
我瘋言我瘋語 眼淚讓我瞎了
模糊我眼前世界 原來快樂要用悲傷換得

可值不值得 你別想否認 我要的自由能不能得永生
可是我累了 我只好哭了 我像瘋子般的不停的哭
我沒有出路 你也當我是個瘋子 我是個瘋子

its not a matter of trust anymore....but simply a matter of love...
                                                                                                       ...i think...

一個智慧路人教曉我。。。

"Trust is the corner stone of every solid relationship and in my opinion unless you have unqualified trust it is impossible to be happy and relaxed in the relationship...trust is earned by actions, not by just being nice to the other party but by allowing them the freedom to grow into the person they will become... you cannot beat yourself up for making a wrong or bad decision...in life we make decisions based on all the available information we have at a particular point in our lives...do not sell yourself short and ensure that you respect your boundaries and hold to the same level of respect and care...be aware of what you are feeling and never ever let anyone let you feel that you are not worthy of respect."